{"id":48,"date":"2007-02-16T18:54:50","date_gmt":"2007-02-17T01:54:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/2007\/02\/16\/memory-overload\/"},"modified":"2007-02-16T18:55:04","modified_gmt":"2007-02-17T01:55:04","slug":"memory-overload","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/2007\/02\/16\/memory-overload\/","title":{"rendered":"memory overload!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I first read Little Women when I was seven. (Given to me, surprisingly, by my dad. But he&#8217;s a feminist. So that makes sense.) I was so fond of it at the time that my parents bought me the book on tape (with a full cast!) for my eighth birthday. I spent a whole summer listening to it over and over and over.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d forgotten most of it until I picked up the book again yesterday. Suddenly, I was remembering exact passages and dialogue. Apparently I <em>still<\/em> have huge chunks of this book memorized, even after 12 years. Wow.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m going to wait until I finish the entire thing (again) before I identify myself with a particular character. When I was little, however, I considered myself to be a combination of Jo and Amy. My personality matched Jo&#8217;s fairly well, and&#8211;let&#8217;s face it&#8211;I wanted to be her, just like everyone else. However, Amy is the artist, something that I also identified with. There was something about her personality that, while not always positive and frequently self-serving, also reminded me of myself. So I guess we&#8217;ll soon see who I am now&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Re-reading Little Women is eerie, in a way, because I find myself anticipating specific lines and mental images that I didn&#8217;t know even existed anymore are flooding back with each scene. I also remember the tones of the actresses in the full-cast tape version for certain lines. It&#8217;s a very weird feeling, and also slightly distracting. I find myself putting the book down every couple of pages and gazing off into space, remembering what it was like reading it before. It hasn&#8217;t changed as much as I expected it to, though the idea that it would change is irrational. Perhaps my original attitude towards it is so cemented into place that it hasn&#8217;t changed in twelve years. Hmm&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I first read Little Women when I was seven. (Given to me, surprisingly, by my dad. But he&#8217;s a feminist. So that makes sense.) I was so fond of it at the time that my parents bought me the book &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/2007\/02\/16\/memory-overload\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":12,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-48","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blogroll"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/12"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=48"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=48"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=48"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/serena\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=48"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}