{"id":20,"date":"2007-04-19T13:32:28","date_gmt":"2007-04-19T20:32:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/2007\/04\/19\/i-am-eben-or-maybe-scotty\/"},"modified":"2007-04-19T13:32:28","modified_gmt":"2007-04-19T20:32:28","slug":"i-am-eben-or-maybe-scotty","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/2007\/04\/19\/i-am-eben-or-maybe-scotty\/","title":{"rendered":"I am Eben&#8230; or maybe Scotty"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday I had 4 movie screenings scheduled.\u00c2\u00a0 CRAZY! But I loved it.<\/p>\n<p>I was thinking about Portrait of Jennie (the film) and I kept thinking that I probably shouldn&#8217;t like it.\u00c2\u00a0 Even as I was watching it I kept reminding myself that it was over acted and that Eben&#8217;s voice overs were ridiculously emo and melodramatic.\u00c2\u00a0 So why did I enjoy watching it? The answer is: I really don&#8217;t know.\u00c2\u00a0 I don&#8217;t even believe in the idea of one soulmate for everyone but I was sucked in by the story.\u00c2\u00a0 I thought the actress playing Jennie did a wonderful job encapsulating that &#8220;timeless quality a woman should have.&#8221;\u00c2\u00a0 For some reason I managed to put aside my realistic expectations of love and embrace the latent hopeless romanticism that I have tried so hard to over come.\u00c2\u00a0 Maybe I felt so involved in the piece because although I am female and I long to be someone&#8217;s Jennie, I am really Eben.\u00c2\u00a0 I am Eben, that&#8217;s my cross to bear I suppose.\u00c2\u00a0 I would love nothing more than to be the Jennie &#8211; the girl with an irrepressable spirit and magnetic pull who can be an inspiration &#8211; but I think I&#8217;m really just the wandering artist waiting to be inspired. *le sigh*<\/p>\n<p>Now if we jump to Vertigo&#8230; woah!\u00c2\u00a0 I&#8217;m not even sure where to begin.\u00c2\u00a0 How in deep are you when you let the object of your love\/obsession\/etc. change you into someone other than yourself? I asked myself that question towards the end of Vertigo but then I realized that people do it everyday.\u00c2\u00a0 Hell, many girls are out there voluntarily changing themselves to attain the guy they think they love.\u00c2\u00a0 But then I&#8217;m wondering even more whether or not Eben and Scotty are really just two sides of the same coin? One takes his obsession and creates art the other&#8230; goes off the deep end, right? But it can&#8217;t REALLY be that simple.\u00c2\u00a0 It&#8217;ll suffice to say &#8211; for the time being &#8211; that I can&#8217;t wait to discuss this in class!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday I had 4 movie screenings scheduled.\u00c2\u00a0 CRAZY! But I loved it. I was thinking about Portrait of Jennie (the film) and I kept thinking that I probably shouldn&#8217;t like it.\u00c2\u00a0 Even as I was watching it I kept reminding myself that it was over acted and that Eben&#8217;s voice overs were ridiculously emo and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":29,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/29"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.elsweb.org\/lepinkprincess\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}