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Portrait of Ignorance, Faith, and God.    
          

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<p><font face="Times New Roman"><span><span class="infl-inline1"><span><span class="infl-inline1"><span><span>          <img src="http://rds.yahoo.com/_ylt=A9ibyGbJTDJGdZEAGhijzbkF;_ylu=X3oDMTA4NDgyNWN0BHNlYwNwcm9m/SIG=11u9nttrr/EXP=1177787977/**http%3A//themave.com/Cotten/portjennie3b.jpg" /></span></span></span></span></span></span></font></p>
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<p><font face="Times New Roman"><span><span class="infl-inline1"><span><span class="infl-inline1"><span><span></span></span></span></span></span></span></font><font face="Times New Roman"><span><span class="infl-inline1"><span></span></span> <span></span><span class="infl-inline1"><span><span></span> <span class="infl-inline1"><span><span>            </span>This is a blog about many things, primarily truth in one of it’s many forms, love. This love that binds Eben to Jennie is the truth we need to understand our world, as well as our souls. I base this blog post on the assumption that the love Jennie and Eben have is real, because if it is not, then nothing matters. If their love is a lie, than the portrait has no meaning. If the portrait or “art” has no meaning, than life is meaningless as well. So when you read this blog remember that you need to have faith. Faith tempered with ignorance; that love, truth and beauty exist. </span></span><span> </span></span></span></span></font><font face="Times New Roman"><span><span class="infl-inline1"><span><span><span>Haskell prefaces her essay with the statement that “The preoccupation of most movies of the forties, particularly the “masculine” genres is with man’s soul and salvation, rather than with woman’s.”(620)<span>  </span>I thought this was interesting because I was thinking about whether or not Jennie is the star in <em>Portrait of Jennie</em>. This raised other questions of gender roles and soul-mates because as Haskell points out “If each can do everything the other can do, just where, we begin to wonder, are the boundaries between male and female?” (632) Maybe it isn’t just Eben’s soul on the line, maybe Jennie has as much to lose as he does. </span><span> </span></p>
<p></span><span>Molly Haskell has brought up some very interesting ideas in her Essay “From Reverence to Rape, Female Stars of the 1940’s.” I wanted to apply some of her ideas about female movie stars and gender roles to <em>Portrait of Jenny</em>.<span>  </span>The actress Jennifer Jones who plays Jennie Appleton inspires an artist to greatness and the two fall in love with each other. Oddly similar is the story of how <a href="http://allmovie.com/cg/avg.dll?p=avg&amp;sql=B110766"><span>David O. Selznick</span></a> fell in love with Jennifer Jones. Haskell speaks of two kinds of leading ladies, super women and super females. Jennifer Jones strikes me as a super female, using her charm to woo <a href="http://allmovie.com/cg/avg.dll?p=avg&amp;sql=B110766"><span>David O. Selznick</span></a>&#8217;s, decisively landing her the lead in <em>Portrait of Jennie</em>. Just like that, the movie has come alive, no longer is it just a movie but a living, breathing, redundancy. I don’t mean to say that her love for Selznick wasn’t genuine, but the fact remains that her beauty and persona persuaded Selznick to cast her as Jennie, which makes Jenny a super female according to Haskell. </span><span> </span></span><span><span>I read Jennifer Jones’ <a href="http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0428354/bio">biography </a>and it said her roles consisted of innocent adolescents and passionate lovers, roles that according to Haskell theory on super females “plays on her assets”. (624) <span> </span>I wonder if Jennifer’s identity as a super female ever spilled into her portrayal of Jennie.<span>  </span>Jennie is both the innocent adolescent and the passionate lover in Portrait of Jennie, but I believe that Jennie Appleton is too aimless to have a motive. There is nothing that she needs from Eben; it’s more like Eben needs her. <span> </span>That tangent led me to wonder about Jennie and Eben’s relationship. Haskell references <em>Adam’s Rib</em> a feminist film from 1949 to make a point about relationships.</span><span><span> </span></span><span>“The film brilliantly counterpoints and reconciles two basic assumptions : (1) that there are certain “male qualities&#8212;stability, stoicism, fairness, dullness&#8212;possessed by Tracy, [the man] and that there are certain “female qualities&#8212; volatility, brilliance, intuition, duplicity&#8212;possessed by Hepburn; and<span>  </span>(2) that each can, and must, exchange these qualities like trading cards.” (632)</span><span> </span></p>
<p></span><span>I really liked this because it summed up what Eben and Jennie’s relationship was. <span> </span>Throughout the film and the novel, Jennie says that Eben must wait for her just as she has waited for him through time.<span>  </span>This tradeoff is symbolized in the scarf that is traded between them. The scarf represents the responsibility of the two to compromise and take turns with responsibility. In other words it represents Joseph waiting and Jennie’s returning. Both Jennie and Eben have to exchange qualities like trading cards which makes both of them mix and matched decks.</span><span> </span></span><span><span>“Each can do everything the other can do, just where, we begin to wonder, are the boundaries between male and female? The question mark is established most pointedly and uncomfortable when … the faces of Holliday and Ewell are transposed, each becoming the other.” (632) </span><span> </span></p>
<p></span><span>This image of two becoming one is most prominent in the scene where Eben finishes the portrait, in what Dr. Campbell believes to be the climax of the film. Jennie and Eben’s faces come together several times during that scene, as they both admire the portrait. The light seems to shine just as wide as their faces and together they view the product of their relationship, which is the painting. </span><span> </span></span><span><span>The combination of their souls is also seen in the painting itself. Muse and artist come together to create something unique and new. <span> </span>You could say that the painting is their child.<span>  </span>And so these two souls come together because they need each other. Without the other, they are both lost. <span> </span>Through out the film, Eben feels lost and Jennie says at one point </span><span> </span></p>
<p></span><span>“Oh no&#8212;don’t ever say that, not ever again. And besides, you weren’t lost&#8212;you were h<span>  </span>ere, and here isn’t lost. It can’t be; it mustn’t be. I couldn’t bear it. “</span><span>And turning to me almost piteously, she added, </span><span>“We can’t both of us be lost.” (48 )</span><span> </span><span><span>The reason they feel lost is because according to Haskell “Their love is the admission of their incompleteness, of their need and willingness to listen to each other.” (632) I feel that Jennie’s statement “We can’t both of us be lost” <span> </span>means that as soul-mates there is no being lost because they are together. There is no lost when you’ve found your soul-mate because time and space cannot interfere with their love because their love is timeless. Seasons and days are another motif for this theme that time only exists when you are “lost” or without your soul-mate. This explains so many of the peculiarities in the novel and the film such as Jennie’s rapid aging, the motif of time in seasons which is best illustrated in this quote “it occurred to me to ask myself why the sun should rise each<span>  </span>morning on a new day instead of upon the old day over again” (68 ). This revelation that their love is timeless is reached at one of the novel’s climax when Eben is holding onto Jennie during the storm and he says</span><span> </span></p>
<p></span><span><span> </span>“Yes, Jennie…We’re together now.”</span><span>And she says “there’s only one love… nothing can change it. It’s still all right, darling, whatever happens, because we’ll always be together…somewhere…”</span><span>“I know” says Eben. </span><span> </span><span><span>Their love for each other transcends time. Which brings us to the question of why can’t spend their lives together?</span><span> </span></p>
<p></span><span><span>            </span>Nathan tears the two apart to illustrate his point that love is timeless. If Eben and Jennie stay together and live their lives together then it means that at some point they have to die. Because love is timeless and as infinite as “the same day repeating itself” love cannot die. Despite their mortality, Eben and Jennie’s love will live forever through the portrait, their child.<span>  </span>That’s why they cannot spend their mortal life together, which in itself is as cruel as the distance between them. Haskell has this to say of the couple in T<em>he Marrying Kind</em> “Separately, they are two more swallowers of the American myth, two more victims of its fraudulence: but together, with their children, they add up to something full and affirmative.” (630) this means in <em>Portrait of Jennie, </em>Eben and Jennie only add up to something when the painting is created and when they are together. This goes back to the theme of soul-mates, muse and artist and the creator and created. Their lives are only meaningful in the context of their combination and creation. Their relationship has created something timeless and I feel that if Haskell had a say in why Jennie is killed it would be for that reason. </span><span> </span><span><span><span>            </span>The notion that love is timeless is the entrance to a new rabbit hole. If love is timeless, as Jennie is, then there is no future or past, just present. This means that we already know what is going to happen to us. Jennie says to Eben in that climatic scene in the film, specifically in Eben’s apartment where she feels “sad about things that that are going to happen” and she says “we know it but we’re afraid to admit it to ourselves.” <span> </span>This o</span><span class="infl-inline1"><span>omniscient point of view explains Jennie’s strong sense of foreboding when looking at pictures of the lighthouse. It also explains how Eben was able to find her at that light house and how she knew to go there to see him. This kind of intelligence, predicting the future, is evidence of love’s triumph over time. My head’s spinning and so I’d like to backtrack a little bit and talk about the creator and the created.</span></span><span class="infl-inline1"><span> </span></span></p>
<p></span><span class="infl-inline1"><span><span>            </span>The theory that Jennie is just Eben’s imagination is an interesting notion. Personally I feel that he couldn’t create something like that.<span>  </span>If Eben could create someone like Jennie, then he shouldn’t have any problem painting something that beautiful without Jennie. Of course the argument could be made that of course Eben can create something beautiful, he created Jennie, who inspired him to create other beautiful things. Jennie even says that in those exact words.</span></span><span class="infl-inline1"><span> </span></span><span class="infl-inline1"><span><span class="infl-inline1"><span>I’d like to take some time now to analyze the climatic scene that I’ve referenced above so many times. The scene visually begins with a silhouette of Eben while Jennie is posing and to me this represents their roles as artist and art. You can see Eben’s brush strokes, but his head is shadowed so you cannot see what he is thinking or feeling. On top of that he is in shadow because he doesn’t matter right now; all that matters is his art. The reason is because he derives all meaning in his life from his art and this scene represents his place in the film, only his hand is in light, only his gift to create art is important at this moment. </span></span><span class="infl-inline1"><span><span> </span>It’s at this point that Jennie comes to the realization that she is beyond time and that she already knows what is going to happen, but tells herself she’s being silly, She says that were afraid to admit it to ourselves.<span>  </span>She says that because admitting it to ourselves put us beyond time and no one can do that without a soul-mate and she isn’t sure yet whether or not Eben is her soul-mate. Admitting to herself that she knows what is going to happen also puts her dangerously close to going up in a “blaze of unbearable vision” (68)</span></span><span class="infl-inline1"><span> </span></span></p>
<p></span></span><span class="infl-inline1"><span>When she passes out, the music stops which gives the eerie feeling that she has died. When Eben wakes her up and the music picks up again and it’s a metaphor for the life that Eben breathes into her as the creator. His hands shake the life into her as she inhales at his touch. It’s in this moment that they transcend time in the declaration of where they are when Eben says “We’re together.” Outside of time and space, we’re together, two soul-mates. </span></span><span class="infl-inline1"><span> </span></span><span class="infl-inline1"><span><span class="infl-inline1"><span>He then leads her to the painting they cross through shadow to the light the painting sheds. I’ve already mentioned the symbolism of the painting, as the physical embodiment of their love so I won’t dwell on that, but I want to re-emphasize the blending of their souls, in the proximity of their faces. After the line “If they do, it won’t be my work they come to see, it’ll be you” and he hugs her from behind, she grabs her stomach, much like a pregnant woman would caress her womb. I feel this placement of her hands and the stance of Eben behind her is very family oriented. It feels like a very standard, mother-to-be photograph. When they finally sign the painting, they do it together; it feels like they’re signing the name on a birth certificate.</span></span><span> </span></p>
<p></span></span><span><span>            </span>After the birth of what gives both of them meaning, Jennie is drawn away to pictures of the lighthouse. This foreshadows the break to their relationship that Jennie will be taken away prematurely.<span>  </span>While viewing the landscapes of the lighthouse she says “Every time I see them my heart seems to stop.” She knows she is going to die; she just refuses to admit it to herself. In the theme of living in the present she changes the subject to their time together. The timelessness of their love is evident when she says “Oh Eben I feel as if we’ve been spending our whole lives together.”<span>  </span>This scene strikes me as fascinating because who’s supporting who in this shot? Is Eben holding Jennie up from falling, or is Jennie propping Eben up? I believe that it’s a combination of the two and that Haskell would agree on that. Their dual support hug is a symbol for the “admission of their incompleteness, of their need and willingness to listen to each other.” (632)<span>  </span>their hug is a “certification&#8212;-indeed, the celebration &#8212;of that compromise. (632) this shot is the culmination of their finding each other. It’s the epiphany of finding their soul-mate.</span><span> </span><span><span><span>            </span>Finally now that they’ve found each other, they have to lose each other. The wind picks up now and signals her time to leave, much like the final wave in the storm sequence. This also raises the Man Vs Nature theme which you could even extend to Man vs. God. Eben shuts the window, trying to buy more time, but Jennie has already started walking away which foreshadows the storm sequence. Lastly she finds the scarf and as she’s examining it I noticed that the lights around her face dim, to cover more and more of her face in shadow, until finally she lifts the scarf up and disappears behind it. </span><span>I need to address the adaptation of the book to the screen and there were a couple things I wanted to say. First of all, I feel glad that they downplayed Mrs. Jekes because I feel that she was just another vehicle to get between Jennie and Eben. I liked parts of the film better than I liked the book too because it felt more natural. </span><span> </span></p>
<p></span><span>Before I comment on other blogs there was one more thing I wanted to say. In the film Mack plays a song <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3VPxB9pyuR8">Yonder</a> the lyrics in the song talk about the memory of a true love that travels across time long ago. It just backs up the idea that love is timeless.<span>  </span>I also just really liked the song and wanted to incorporate some media into this “paper” because I don’t often get a chance to do so and I want to make the most of it.</span><span> </span><span><span><span>            </span>I thought <a href="http://blogs.elsweb.org/marycarolyn/2007/04/16/jenny-miss-spinney/">Mary’s blog</a> was an interesting idea because if Spinney did turn out to be Jennie, then where would that leave Eben? I mean he would be reunited with his soul-mate but to what end? So he can watch her grow old and die? No, I firmly believe that Spinney and Jennie are two entirely different characters, but I do believe they serve the same purpose which is to give Eben the opportunity to create.</span><span> </span></p>
<p></span><span><span>            </span>In <a href="http://blogs.elsweb.org/royalewithcheese/2007/04/21/anticipating-the-end/">Royale with Cheese</a>, this blog brings up the topic of seeing the portrait before it’s finished. This blog felt like it ruined the anticipation of seeing the actually portrait later, but it didn’t strike me that way. I think we see the portrait before it’s done because we see Jennie and Eben before they’re sure of their love. I think the progression of the painting is a mirror for the progression of the novel. Sure the painting is finished before the novel ends, but that’s to show that the painting will live on like their love.</span><span> </span><span><span><span>            </span>I really liked <a href="http://blogs.elsweb.org/umwbeffy/2007/04/15/ever-after/">Beth’s blog</a> because it raised the point of what humans are really like. It’d be nice to believe in this fairy tale love and to think that if Jennie lived she and Eben would live happily ever after. But then that’s not really human. To be human is to be mortal, to fade with the coming of a new generation, it’s to be weak and eventually die. </span><span> </span></p>
<p></span><span>This brings me to <a href="http://blogs.elsweb.org/serena/2007/04/13/because-i-couldnt-speak-up-in-class">Serena’s blog.</a> I’ve got to applaud her brutally honest perception of Eben and Jennie. She raises valid points, like why Jennie and Eben assume they’re in love? What do they have in common? I just accepted that they were in love and never questioned it. Eben brings up our ignorance and I think you need it for this life. I never questioned their love for the same reason men dedicate themselves to god. You’ve got to have faith. You can’t believe in the concept of a soul-mate without having faith or believing in fate. My roommate said it quite frankly, what are the odds that I’d find my soul mate in the infinite number of people who lived, are living and will live? The answer is you’ve got to have faith. It’s not a great answer, but it’s the best we have to offer. I’ve got a passage that Serena might like to disembowel the way she did to that class lecture.</span><span> </span><span><span>“What is it which makes a man and a woman know that they, of all other men and women in the world, belong to each other? Is it no more than chance and meeting? No more than being alive together in the world at the same time? Is it only a curve of the throat, a line of the chin, the way the eyes are set, a way of speaking? Or is it something deeper and stranger, something beyond meeting, something beyond chance and fortune? Are there others, in other times of the world, whom we would have loved, who would have loved us? Is there, perhaps, one soul among all others&#8212;among all who have lived, the endless generations, from world’s end to world’s end&#8212;who must love us or die? And whom we must love, in turn&#8212;whom we must seek all our lives long&#8212;headlong and homesick&#8212;until the end?” (68 )</span><span> </span></p>
<p></span><span>I have one more passage to type out to help shed some light on our mortal dilemma.</span><span> </span><span> </span><span>“How stupid of us. Yet we are created stupid&#8212;innocent and ignorant; and it is this ignorance alone which makes it possible for us to live on this earth, in comfort, among the mysteries. Since we do not know, and cannot guess, we need not bother our heads too much to understand. It is innocence which wakes us each morning to a new day, a fresh day, another day in a long chain of days; it is ignorance which makes each of our acts appear to be a new one, and the result of an exercise of will. Without such ignorance, we should perish of terror, frozen and immobile; or, like the old saints who learned the true name of God, go up in a blaze of unbearable vision.”</span><span> (68 )</span><span> </span><span><span>Perhaps Serena is right and that Eben and Jennie do not love each other. What does that say about love? It would mean there is no such thing as a soul mate, and if there is no soul mate, maybe there are no souls. If there are no souls, there might be no god. If there isn’t a god, then why are we here? You see love gives us meaning, and soul mates justify god. Faith is what binds us to love and god or rather faith and ignorance are what bind us to love and god. </span></p>
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		<description><![CDATA[Carmen left a comment on my blog about souls and her own experience. She raised the valid point that according to Christian religion animals, places, and things do not have souls. That said, I think that they do have souls. I think that&#8217;s what makes art, art. After-all, who are we to say what does or [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Carmen left a comment on my <a target="_blank" href="http://blogs.elsweb.org/samj/2007/04/16/true-love-soul-mates-tragedy/#comments" title="blog">blog</a> about souls and her own experience. She raised the valid point that according to Christian religion animals, places, and things do not have souls. That said, I think that they do have souls. I think that&#8217;s what makes art, art. After-all, who are we to say what does or does not have something that we can&#8217;t define? I&#8217;m not saying that everyone has a &#8220;soulless object or creature&#8221; as their would be there soul-mate but I think there are some people in this world who find more comfort in hugging their dog than hugging a &#8220;friend&#8221;. Likewise their are some great artists out there who loved their work more than they loved their families. Maybe they just didn&#8217;t have their soul-mate, but maybe they already did and it was an art form. </p>
<p>I&#8217;ve got to remember to thank Carmen in class today because her comment got me to thinking about Jennie.  After-all, does Jennie have a soul? Does her painting have a soul? Or is the painting the combination of her and Adam&#8217;s souls? If we did have souls, can we lose them to pictures and paintings? Can we lose them to people? How does one gain a soul?</p>
<p> As to perfection, I used that term when talking about soul-mates because a soul-mate to me is a perfect complement to who you are. I don&#8217;t believe in perfection as I said in the previous post, but I believe the term soul-mate is flawed because it means some ONE who is your mate in 6.5 billion people, just one of them can be my soul-mate and that&#8217;s being optimistic, believing that they live in the same time period as I do. As to PoJ, I&#8217;ll save that for afterclass. Or after I watch the rest of the movie tonight.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[I thought the class&#8217; discussion on Friday was really interesting and there are a couple of issues to address.
1) Can soulmates not require a romantic relationship?
Right off the bat I think they should, but I don&#8217;t want to rule it out because there are a lot of people out there who are closer to a passion [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I thought the class&#8217; discussion on Friday was really interesting and there are a couple of issues to address.</p>
<p>1) Can soulmates not require a romantic relationship?</p>
<p>Right off the bat I think they should, but I don&#8217;t want to rule it out because there are a lot of people out there who are closer to a passion than they are to a person. Likewise maybe a person&#8217;s soul-mate could be inanimate, a hobby or even an animal! The only thing I think you can do is classify them as such. They would fall in to one of four categories which would include subdivisions.</p>
<p>Human- Romantic, Platonic, Family,        </p>
<p>Animal- Pet, Steed (cowboy&#8217;s horse), Wild Animals</p>
<p>Passion- Writing, Music, etc&#8230;</p>
<p>Inanimate Objects- Places, Cars,</p>
<p>Now some of these categories can transcend each other but I think it&#8217;s important to recognize all of them as distinct possibilities. </p>
<p>That being said I feel that a soul-mate is a romantically involved couple.  They are two halves that make a whole. Their worlds are infinetlybetter for being with each-other. They challenge each other, but they also support each other.  This is an ideal relationship however, humans are not ideal.  I do not need to dwell on the imperfection of men (and women) but that in mind how are we supposed to be soulmates with anybody? The idea of a soulmate alone involves perfection, someone who fits you perfectly. I don&#8217;t think that happens though because not even we fit ourselves perfectly.  So I don&#8217;t even think a soulmate is possible, but supposing there was someone out there who was perfect for you, you might not be perfect for them.  So not only would you have to find the person who&#8217;s perfect for you but who you&#8217;re perfect for them. What it comes down to, is if you believe in a soulmate, good luck finding them. </p>
<p>This isn&#8217;t to say a healthy, loving, beneficial relationship isn&#8217;t possible; but you have to realize it won&#8217;t be perfect. </p>
<p>Well it&#8217;s time for class. See you there. I&#8217;ll pick this up afterwards.</p>
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		<title>Everything&#8217;s better with Music.</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 11 Apr 2007 16:41:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[How many people out there carry a music dispensing device like a Walkman or ipod? I recently bought an ipod from a friend of mine it&#8217;s having a profound affect on me. No longer do I have to be content with nature or reality, now I have my own world that travels with me in my pocket. Tuning out has become [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p align="left">How many people out there carry a music dispensing device like a Walkman or ipod? I recently bought an ipod from a friend of mine it&#8217;s having a profound affect on me. No longer do I have to be content with nature or reality, now I have my own world that travels with me in my pocket. Tuning out has become tuning in and it rocks. Music has evolved into a therapy with the revolution of the ipod and it makes a lot of sense when you take the time to think about it.  I read an article about ipod therapy a year or two back, whenever the ipod first came out. Regular people were using ipods to help sort our feelings and stay level headed during the day. It&#8217;s interesting to think of a therapy where instead of sharing yourself with others you shut them out with music, because that&#8217;s how I feel when I&#8217;m listening to one. I feel like I&#8217;m in my own world, outside the realm of reality where the Pixies are singing over the line in the nest, accompanying smiles, backing up hand gestures with distortion. What a funny world that would be.</p>
<p align="left">Also, I watched the <a target="_blank" href="http://video.learningparty.net/index.php?title=Nominations#Spiders_on_Drugs_.28Nominated_by_Jim_Groom.29" title="spiders on drugs">spiders on substances </a>video and I advise everyone else to do so. Immediately</p>
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		<title>Square 1</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 08 Apr 2007 01:45:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I couldn’t help but get caught up in what Square One was. Right now I feel like it’s what connects the 4 stories together, and even more than that it connects all of us. It brings me closer to a world that’s ending whether it’s the retirement of the lion tamer, the end of carbon [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Times New Roman">I couldn’t help but get caught up in what Square One was. Right now I feel like it’s what connects the 4 stories together, and even more than that it connects all of us. It brings me closer to a world that’s ending whether it’s the retirement of the lion tamer, the end of carbon life forms, the destruction of the</p>
<p>Topiary<br />
Garden, or the entrapment of naked mole rats in an exhibit. Square one has to be where It begins, but where and what is It? Maybe it’s our souls, I felt that earlier on, and that maybe we felt empathy and compassion for the subjects of this documentary simply because it seemed like none of them worked with souls. I mean that they all worked on taming, or controlling a life form, and you can’ do that with a soul. <span> </span>It’s interesting because during the film I couldn’t help but wonder how they all connected, and by the end of it I realized there was more in common there than there is with my classmates and<br />
I. I wonder if Morris filmed other professionals, and found that the four he had chosen for this movie fit his vision. I’ve got to hand it to him, this was a great movie. </font></p>
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		<title>I’ve got a bad case of Waldo-mania.</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 01 Apr 2007 23:00:01 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[            So this weekend was pretty good. A friend of mine was in town and so we checked out Craig’s band Humngo Ginormous and it was a fun show. They’ve got some incredibly entertaining lyrics, my friend Jackie was enthralled. My personal favorite was gangsta dinosaurs, but they had a lot of really sweet songs. [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Times New Roman"><span>            </span>So this weekend was pretty good. A friend of mine was in town and so we checked out Craig’s band Humngo Ginormous and it was a fun show. They’ve got some incredibly entertaining lyrics, my friend Jackie was enthralled. My personal favorite was gangsta dinosaurs, but they had a lot of really sweet songs. If you missed out on the show, I’d suggest checking out myspace cause they’ve got two of their songs on there so you can see what they’re like. But the really interesting part of my night happened to take place at Snowden Pond</font></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Times New Roman"><span>            </span>If you’ve never been to Snowden Pond it’s a large pond, small lake, body of water next to</p>
<p>Mary<br />
Washington<br />
Hospital. You can get there by a series of bike trails, or you can park by the hospital. Anyways, we got there around 9: 30 at night and we were looking at the reflection of the lights from the buildings behind the pond and the proximity of the lights to each other gave the illusion of a city being reflected in the water. It was an interesting moment where illusion and reality converged. It reminded me of the Golden Compass series. A hole in time and space, it looked like we were looking at another world. The presence of that illusion, I felt made that a “real moment”. It’s funny to think of the paradox of needing an illusion to make a moment real. Life’s like that though, you need a healthy dose of both to sustain a healthy life. It’s just a question of looking for that balance, </font></p>
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		<title>Steve Zissou is my hero.</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 29 Mar 2007 14:11:40 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Has anyone seen The Life Aquatic? Because if you have you&#8217;ve seen the Melies esque animation it gives the film certain uniqueness. It’s really cool to because Melies himself was inspired by Jules Verne and so allot of his movies reflected plots along long the same lines. Likewise a movie came out kind of recently [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Times New Roman">Has anyone seen The Life Aquatic? Because if you have you&#8217;ve seen the Melies esque animation it gives the film certain uniqueness. It’s really cool to because Melies himself was inspired by Jules Verne and so allot of his movies reflected plots along long the same lines. Likewise a movie came out kind of recently called The Science of Sleep? Any fans out there? It was pretty solid, very irregular but ultimately pleasing. It’s also neat to think the main actor for that film (can&#8217;t remember his name right now) was Che Guevara in the Motorcycle Diaries.  He reminds me of the two extremes of early film, Lumiere and Melies. He was Che Guevara and then he played a really loopy character that sleep walked and was just really weird. <span> </span>It makes me feel better believing that the two tendencies can coexist, is a semi tranquil balance. I feel like balance is the key to life. You need both the real and the surreal too. Cause living a life with no dreams is boring and living a life with nothing but dreams is probably not going to pay the rent. You’ve got to find that balance. </font></p>
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		<title>And then god teased the gardener, and the world laughed…</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Mar 2007 14:30:40 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Are you a Lumiere? or a Melies? I wish there was a Quiz online like I wish pineapple was a state of mind. My group gave it&#8217;s presentation yesterday and I think all went well. There were a couple things we should have remembered though cause we got cut way short yesterday and that was [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span>Are you a Lumiere? or a Melies? I wish there was a Quiz online like I wish pineapple was a state of mind. My group gave it&#8217;s presentation yesterday and I think all went well. There were a couple things we should have remembered though cause we got cut way short yesterday and that was a problem. Beth and Robyn had some really good stuff to talk about. Just in case anyone&#8217;s reading this who hasn&#8217;t gone, do the following&#8230;</span><span>1) Leave time for questions.</span><span>2) Make sure you only talk for about 7-9 minutes.</span><span>3)Start on time.</span></p>
<p><span>It&#8217;s funny because you see you have to talk for 10 minutes so you write a lot, so you&#8217;ll have stuff to say but in the end you speak a lot less than you think you need too. I debated whether or not to show the Pumpkins video but I decided to go with it because as a part of the audience every once in awhile, I like to see stuff I&#8217;m familiar with incorporated into what I&#8217;m learning. </span></p>
<p><span>I overheard Dr. C talking about Numa Numa videos and I know about the craze but I have yet to see the &#8220;new&#8221;  Numa Numa video. I will search the internet for such a video and blog about it later.</span></p>
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		<title>Stream of Conci[CENSORED]</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 24 Mar 2007 14:40:22 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was surprised about the appeal that “Vernon Florida” and “Heaven’s Gate” had on our class. After watching them however I’m not surprised at all. G.C’s introduction to Errol Morris was so epic, I wasn’t sure how 1 movie could live up to such an introduction. He provides such a simple style, that’s elicited from [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I was surprised about the appeal that “Vernon Florida” and “Heaven’s Gate” had on our class. After watching them however I’m not surprised at all. G.C’s introduction to Errol Morris was so epic, I wasn’t sure how 1 movie could live up to such an introduction. He provides such a simple style, that’s elicited from complexity making it no longer simple, but even more complex than we thought it was to begin with. I had a conversation with a friend of mine at CNU about how you can talk to someone and your lies will eventually tell the truth and it’s very intriguing how that works out. We decided to test it out and the line of consciousness gives an audience more than enough to form a well educated opinion about someone. It reminds me of that saying “you can spin enough lies to hang yourself”. Maybe on first dates instead of a long Q and A session, instead you just talk constantly for 10 minutes about whatever you want and whatever that person says can be trusted to tell you something you need to know about them. Not necessarily what they’ve done or where they’re from, but who they are. If they talk easily and want o exceed the 10 minutes you can safely assume they extroverted, easy with strangers and don’t mind being the center of attention. Likewise the order in which they talk about things demonstrates their importance. I’d like to see an Errol Morris movie about first dates, not only would it be hilarious, it would be very insightful. I’d really like to see a speed dating session Errol Morris style. These actually bring me to a relevant topic in Linguistics.<br />
They are the Maxims of Quantity, Quality, Relevance and Manner. {Click here for a free Ipod}. When you allow your stream of Consciousness to flow you violate all of the maxims. By defying social constraints and allowing your mind to wander I suppose you let it overstep its boundaries, let it go uncensored, let truths slip up here and there. This is to say that in a normal day we never really have an honest opinion with someone. Between censoring ourselves and guarding secrets we never really tell people exactly how we feel. Don’t get me wrong, some people do and they make it quite clear how they feel, but at the same time if they allowed their stream of conscious to flow they might really tell you something honest. This is all generating out of my stream of conscious as well which is interesting because even though this entry is about freeing your mind to write and tell the truth, I’m still going to correct words, sentences, phrases and ideas under what I believe should be censored. I wonder what it’s like to talk to Errol Morris, if he ever talks back and how much he censors himself after being exposed to so many people who have been free with him. </p>
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		<title>Whos really in the know?</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 20 Mar 2007 05:16:44 +0000</pubDate>
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Cal and Phil’s contrasting life styles that still had a parrallel. Who’s really in the right? Is it
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span><font face="Times New Roman"><span>I was really intrigued by<br />
Cal and Phil’s contrasting life styles that still had a parrallel. Who’s really in the right? Is it<br />
Cal and his success as much as his lack of a social conscience? Or is it Failing Phil and his Hamlet perspective “what’s the point”&gt; At the end of the day you have to do what you believe is important, whether it’s being successful, raising a family or a combination of the two. For example I feel like both of those are mediocre goals, I don’t believe happiness is in a book called A2 R2. I think it comes from following your dreams. As corny as that is, when you look back at your life and ask was it important? Did you do what you loved? Did you make a difference? Do you have any regrets. This is juts an example of all the melodramatic emotions Heaven’s Gate has inspired in me. </span></font></span></p>
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